MY LIFE = NOTHING

Few weeks just past

the day you left was my worst time

thinking of you leaving

i kept thinking over and over again

just like a cassette playing

and repeating the same old

song

few days pass after those sad tragedies

i thought i finally awake and realize

i know its for our own good

some how i also hope we can get along together well

everytime i post something or reply on your wall its like

your teasing me and freaking piss at me

without telling it i maybe can see deep within you

i hope thats alright even if you are mad at me

i would like you to take everything

all those anger out and release it

in front of me

if this is how you feel and if this satisfied you

if okay with it as long your happy and satisfied

i'm still lost in this dark realm

i really breathless without you

i can't stop thinking about you

i miss your kisses and hugs

your sweet voice

everything

......

i wanted to change to be a better person

but ...

i don't know how

why ...

because i dunno

what to be better

what to change

what can i do

i'm a useless person

maybe i'm the one no good for you

i can't make up my mind to be better

now ...

were like enemies

i always hope the word enemies wasn't true

i really hated when you left

i still have feelings on you

i still love you

and

i miss you so ...

as always i was never piss and angry at you ...

i wonder what are you thinking now

did you ever regret being with me ??

what do you feel now ??

i want to know but its not my rights to know

no matter i still care about you

i'm willing to wait

whether with hope or without it

i'm willing to try till the end of my life

the story is not over yet... not over

yet