I'M a mind changer

just back from group study

maggi and gene gave me so many solution to sleep well

cause i can't sleep properly this past few days maybe weeks

mom don't let me sleep at living room

some how my living room sofa hurts me back

and i got back ache

and i'm thinking i'm gonna die very soon

can't sleep

i think i got insomnia

whats next heart attack arr

heart broken can really stress some one to death

i walk back with gene talk alot of stuff

and believe me he is so damn lucky to have his girl because

his girl is good the way he care about gene all this

so good

gene told me what is love

Love means that you trust the person, would do anything for the person, know that person is with you through thick and thin, isn't afraid to be seen with you. make sure they treat you right

some how he told me that love is not depends on feeling

and he says girls mostly take majority advice that is given

i've been blaming myself the whole time but i notice this after he told me

some how i hope you understand what i mean what i feel

choices of choosing have consequences will be big will be small

i can't wake up still i'm still blonded by the dark realm

some how i wanna give up on my studies to

i can't focus and i dun have efforts and i don't have confidence

waiting waiting what am i waiting i dunno at all

all i know is i miss you

and i L**e you

i kept thinking of you even i dun want to

i'm such nuisance

some how i dun like some of your friends

HL is the best and good friend among all your friend that i can see and siew X2 and RH and MS and SY AND EILIN too

friends help me so so much after tragedies

they keep saying why i so emo even though i don't look like one

maybe i'm hiding it

i can't even talk to you face to face cause my breath will halt me and i can't talk its like the cassette is spoil i never even change this i been playing this song the same old time the whole time and i never change it

i'm continueing hearing this till the end

i just hope you understand the concept

i don't want you to get mad easily too its not good